Part II Ft JoHanna Marie

from Hella Spiders 666 by Lil Lavedy

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lyrics

im a bad week away from falling off the wagon
ill abondon almost anything if it causes me some problems
the biggest lie that i ever told was that small talk smile when you asked me how i am i said great but i aint
infact im fucking falibile full of fears and insecurities
that inhibit me from reaching my dreams and honestly
hoboring heart ache is the hardest thing an artist can accomplish
and some of us are terrible at it
ever since i was a kid
i watched my dad
handle his emotions in ways that were explosive
now that im an adult
making my own decisions
im too busy writing sob stories to read the tales of someone else
the 27 club didn't sell their sooul to the devil
they sold their mental illness and your the one that bought it
gave them the rope gave them the chair
you hit record and said you cared
but you didn't
and when it happened you stood their with your hands up like
how could this happen
and walked away laughing with your platinums till the next addict with some talent
if you never checked the breack and you never checked the hand writing
were you their for the passion
or the same tantrums that our dads through

god doesn't exist but oh do i wish
i had the bliss of feeling like he did
its a gift for those who do and hell for those who dont
i know that it aint real but hell feels like its here


JoHanna Marie:

came out the gutter little snot nose scraping change
cuase ma rather feed a habit that feed her kids for the day
I gotta whole lotta soul but a fist full of rage
I cant write my words on paper cause it seeps through the page
sometimes the worlds too loud my favorite song is where id rather be
cause dad was never there but he could raise another family
i get lost in movies cause its better than reality
head up in the clouds like i forgot the laws of gravity
and im tired of these people telling me what i deserve
they told me love myself and then they made me hate my curves
and they objectify my body then told me know my worth
they told told me to smile often but didn't understand the hurt
little girls dreaming of self hate and lipo
and little boys dreaming of drug money and fast hoes
they die fast and narcotics make the time slow
and then they try and sell you dreams so they cant steal yours
eh, now tell me how the fuck your gonna market that
imagine a would that might hate you cause your skin is black
a slave to the system the future just repeats the past
i had homies who would even sell my moms a sack
cause money is the motive see
and they rather be rich and just piss poor morally
niggas rather get a plea cause afford degrees
but if you see through privledge eyes you would probably disagree

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from Hella Spiders 666, released December 18, 2020

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From the depths of diy warehouses and crowed house shows Lil Lavedy emerges from the underground to give you in your face punk, emotional ballads, and spicy hip hop. Raised in Las Vegas now dwelling Albuquerque.

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