Black Out Ft Nora Cursed

from Hella Spiders 666 by Lil Lavedy

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have you ever smoke 6 cigarettes in rapd sucessin to remind yourself your still humnan
yeah me neither
theres a sicking situation stirring in my stomach and i wish this kiss of the bottle would break my jaw
but im talking my ear off like im van going somewhere
it was on that front porch drunk and alone i realized i aint quite an artist
doing exeptionally well at loosing my marbles though
patsty cline at the top of my lungs
wiskey shakes guns on my mind
cringing at old photographs
i cant get rid of them and i cant bring them back
so i damn the river with vises cause the lakes dont go to far
and damn it all and i damn it all
cause id rather die than live a lie
id rather be out
than dieing inside

Nora Cursed:
I dont wanna black out i just want some light in my life


anxieties hands wrapped around my neck
i cant breathe
nor do i deserve to
where did all the color go i could of sworn the sky was blue
the clouds were taking shape and now theyre just
taking up space
she told me it was the most beautiful song shes ever herd
but i would trade in the pain that it takes to make art like this any day
please beleive me when i say im not living in the dark
just having a hard time turning on my light
i have poured my plights into performances
to complete strangers
but yesterday i choked over small talk like it got caught in the back of my throat
im always so social that no one beleive me when i say i wanna be left alone so i bite my tongue and i move on cuase the world will do the same regaurdless if i choose to participate
hey hey close my eye and hope i might make it through the day

nora cursed;
I dont wanna black out i just want some light in my life

tequilla mocks a sober bird
sing songs so shrill and slurred
so mark my hand with a scarett x
to brand myself an alcoholic
im sober now but dont hold your breathe
because failure has always been a friend
we all just wanna excape
se i dont wanna run from but toward a world where i have to exscape from anything any more

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from Hella Spiders 666, released December 18, 2020

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From the depths of diy warehouses and crowed house shows Lil Lavedy emerges from the underground to give you in your face punk, emotional ballads, and spicy hip hop. Raised in Las Vegas now dwelling Albuquerque.

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