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I don't beleive in god
Im above the law
I break bread with leapers
but i dont talk to cops
when i say fuck the system
i fucking mean it
i dont care for bootlickers
unless they call me mistress
im sinister for my willingness for sacrilege
got a feeling that your family will find me abrasive
but i dont give a shit
im proud to be blasphomous
just another faggot with an ass to kiss
go ahead and call me sirr
see what happens
we keep guns in our purses cuase we dont play that victim shit
its an anthem for those who need their asses kid
those fascist bitches need to get stiches
and those incels who cant talk to women wanna tell me that im not one
while they hide behind your keyboard yall are feeble i dont need ya.
for real you can suck a girl dick until you choke i dont give a flying fuck catch this load.
Ive hated this country since 1776
so what do you gotta say so you dont gotta change shit
im not here for reform im here to break it
i dont give a fuck about your founding fathers and every president since can suck my dick
i got 8 inches an a cup
suck it up im antifa
im the radical that your uncles so afraid of
i luagh in a 100% greatness rate
i hate to break it to ya pepe hate your meme page
its a disgrace abolish the state
it was never our to take
so face it weve been racist since robbed the natives and created prisons
so fuck the constitution and fuck the boys in blue
while were at it fuck j k rowling too
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Hella Spiders 666
03:45
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My musics like a Monet with a hole it
fuck making money im too busy making statements
making minimum wage and not a dime off the stage
will make you wanna punch a million dollar painting like it aint worth nothing cause it aint
but atleast i got a passion though
a reason to live and proof that i did
but as exquisite as luis vutton stick n poke
looking dapper in grandma thrifted prada ripping out shoulder pads like a bad ass
two kinds of people in this world those who take picture and those who do things worth taking picture of thats why i never leave the house without perfect make up
see i just wanna do something worthy
of having terry gross interview me
windows down freestyling over fresh air
nprs cranked and my speakers are poppin
bopping back and forth between being weird and being even weirder has my peers in fear that i might make it some where
so whats up cuck whats it like watching my career
Hella spiders 666
aren't you a tranny
na bitch im a crypdid if you try and catcha picture betcha miss it
got a fondess for the lochness we go way back
bumping black flag at a bus stop flipping off cops yelling ACAB
I guess im Heterophobic cause all my best friends are queer women
that doesn't make any sense though cause i love straight people
my parents are straight
i grew up in a straight neighborhood
i went to straight schools
i didn't get straight A's though
too busy doing gay shit like going to punk shows
now i fucking hate religion its fucking its just as fictisous as this white picket fence is
and i have ,y suspicions
that its all fabricated just a justification for discrimination
im sick of this shit sick of the president im sick of it all
im sick of the cops killing us off its sickening seriously stop
im a culture shock for wholesome wisconin folk who have never seen a faggot before
shout out to my grandparents its nice to feel disposible
Hella Spiders 666
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Warfare
02:58
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Trans life is warfare so this lipstick is an insurrection
I grew up with cookie cutter gutter punx ready to dress the same as their friends in the name of rebellion. friends with felons hell. ive committed some my self. now i wear a blazer to work and listen to blatz on the way back. im a bourge as trap you know a fag with some stacks. who am i kidding a got a jalopy with no spare tire the dash is cracking. had to vacuum of the ashes of your grandma off this sample, its a classic. i did a line of your nanny while i was at it. im lil lavedy with the energy of a thousand batteries and i am babbling about shit you dont give a fuck about. id buy a bounce house if i had the money but i spent it all at chuck e cheese. some of you are embarrassing the worst flops since shaq fu. I got fu shnickens in the kitchen and theyre bitching about how theyre flops too. girl, im such a fucking hipster. i got bars that youve never herd of.
trans life is warfare so this lipstick is an insurrection.
you can catch me driving like i can afford a ticket. Drifting in my pick up with a cute dyke hugging me tight ready to fight anyone who snickers or sneers. yeah, Ill give yall motherfuckers a reason to fear queers. im hung like jesus and slutty like mary. turn this water into wine and lets have a party. its hecka hot but that aint gonna stop us from the dykes to the otters holler if you think youre hotter than the side walk in nevada. you can fry an egg off this crop top if you wanna. not a single hetero is hot as me so im not conforming to make the straights comfy. its a fucking revolution every time i leave the house. im subject to get hurt for just wearing a skirt. so i dont give a flying fuck about the flag you fly until black live prosper and the president dies.
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Part II Ft JoHanna Marie
03:37
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im a bad week away from falling off the wagon
ill abondon almost anything if it causes me some problems
the biggest lie that i ever told was that small talk smile when you asked me how i am i said great but i aint
infact im fucking falibile full of fears and insecurities
that inhibit me from reaching my dreams and honestly
hoboring heart ache is the hardest thing an artist can accomplish
and some of us are terrible at it
ever since i was a kid
i watched my dad
handle his emotions in ways that were explosive
now that im an adult
making my own decisions
im too busy writing sob stories to read the tales of someone else
the 27 club didn't sell their sooul to the devil
they sold their mental illness and your the one that bought it
gave them the rope gave them the chair
you hit record and said you cared
but you didn't
and when it happened you stood their with your hands up like
how could this happen
and walked away laughing with your platinums till the next addict with some talent
if you never checked the breack and you never checked the hand writing
were you their for the passion
or the same tantrums that our dads through
god doesn't exist but oh do i wish
i had the bliss of feeling like he did
its a gift for those who do and hell for those who dont
i know that it aint real but hell feels like its here
JoHanna Marie:
came out the gutter little snot nose scraping change
cuase ma rather feed a habit that feed her kids for the day
I gotta whole lotta soul but a fist full of rage
I cant write my words on paper cause it seeps through the page
sometimes the worlds too loud my favorite song is where id rather be
cause dad was never there but he could raise another family
i get lost in movies cause its better than reality
head up in the clouds like i forgot the laws of gravity
and im tired of these people telling me what i deserve
they told me love myself and then they made me hate my curves
and they objectify my body then told me know my worth
they told told me to smile often but didn't understand the hurt
little girls dreaming of self hate and lipo
and little boys dreaming of drug money and fast hoes
they die fast and narcotics make the time slow
and then they try and sell you dreams so they cant steal yours
eh, now tell me how the fuck your gonna market that
imagine a would that might hate you cause your skin is black
a slave to the system the future just repeats the past
i had homies who would even sell my moms a sack
cause money is the motive see
and they rather be rich and just piss poor morally
niggas rather get a plea cause afford degrees
but if you see through privledge eyes you would probably disagree
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So What Ft Moodie Black
03:46
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I make trap music for feminist
and party music for sober kids
ill down this shirley temple then ill dismatle
your pre concived notion of a gender binary
yo fuck a terf
see i dont wanna battle rap i just wanna take a nap
cause your performance was so boring i forgot it was even live
mother fuckers act like theyre changing the game
but theyre really just button mashing like theyre playing mortal kombat
im a south west rrat batting at your wack raps
im digging in the trash like my las meals hidden in kid
i wanna be rich
cause i dont wanna have to worry about my rent
see i dont want fans i wanna fandom
wanna see young punks with my name tattooed on their hands and
see my cd copped at the swap meet
and sell out and sell those at my shows
as much as i love her this 97 corolla wont last for ever.
i kind fo wanna trade her in for something more fuel efficient
here i am mobbing down the street in this galope
laughing at yuppies cause they think my cars gonna explode
Punk rock taught me to kill cops hip hop showed me why
I add like 6 exclamation points
to the end of every sentance cause i have no chill
im a little bit of a hyperactive nitwit with the spirit of kid
getting in trouble with my tounge
cause i dont put up with much
ill tell you what when you catch up to the skills of this girl ill give you props
until then you boys are boring
with your lack of fashion and your lack of passion
got me laughing at your boring ass
my fingernails with demolish your sense of lauguage
my nails are not perfect theyr fucking impeccable
and im the bad app coated in the red lauquer that looks good
but inside is really rotten
elizabith cotton got me wanting to hop on the blues train
if it wasn't for albert king id have no kings at all
if it wasn't for me i would beleive in royality either
i cant count on anyone other than be to crwon me queen
cause asking pretty please aint got me nothing
im bluffing
this aint my queendom im a guest
queen latifah rules the world i dont care if you beg to differ
this is for the girls who through bricks
thank you Marsha P Johnson and Sylvia Rivera
your the real riot girls your the true trans soul rebels
thank you
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7. |
About Vegas
04:11
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Its all for not
just a waste
i come from the city of the easily replaced
with the styrofoam showing throough the plastic
it was never built the last
the buildings are just as vagrant as the people who visit them
my friends are the the rat that cat drag in
sure they look dead but they really are a gift
let sit at they highest point in the valley
and watch the clouds roll out of the city
if you wonder why we dont follow them
cause we are not a passsing occurance
we are the storms that learned to settle
making furtile land out of the world we build together
now the diy ethic is all we know
forties in back yards for punk rock shows
now ive learned to love the feeling of my feet melting on concrete
we dont beleive its the city of sin since the devil himself only visits for the week end
take risk make friends go out dancing dont let your nervousness blow your chances
take risk make friends
get dolled up for no good reason other than you aint got work in the morning
no work no work
ive already made it to hell might as well make it home
we scream
under the camouflage of a song written by our friends
theres magic in the moment and marrige in the melody
seriously what will i be doing when im 50
probably bouncing at a house party cane in hand
to dance to death what more glorious end
i can smell my neighbors meth
thats probably why i cant sleep
city oh city calm the fuck down
theres no need to be acting out
from rooftops to balconies
and early morning effigies
i can taste the sin from here
its the crack of dawn and most of us are still up from the night before
either flipping burgers or getting hammered
but the desks we hide behind dont define us and the counters are not the end of the universe
take risk make friends go out dancing dont let your nervousness blow your chances
take risk make friends
get dolled up for no good reason other than you aint got work in the morning
no work no work
ive already made it to hell might as well make it home
the sea of kahki building
crashing into mountains
are just as likely to drown us
with out a drop of water around
were all suffocating from a lack of substance
and an over saturation of meaningless stimulation
like why does it feel so good to scroll
none of it is real but hell what is
certainly not friend ship
cause i have talked such shit
im suprised i have the apitite to eat
witch is weird cause ive bit my tongue so much im suprised i fucking have teeth.
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Black Out Ft Nora Cursed
02:57
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have you ever smoke 6 cigarettes in rapd sucessin to remind yourself your still humnan
yeah me neither
theres a sicking situation stirring in my stomach and i wish this kiss of the bottle would break my jaw
but im talking my ear off like im van going somewhere
it was on that front porch drunk and alone i realized i aint quite an artist
doing exeptionally well at loosing my marbles though
patsty cline at the top of my lungs
wiskey shakes guns on my mind
cringing at old photographs
i cant get rid of them and i cant bring them back
so i damn the river with vises cause the lakes dont go to far
and damn it all and i damn it all
cause id rather die than live a lie
id rather be out
than dieing inside
Nora Cursed:
I dont wanna black out i just want some light in my life
anxieties hands wrapped around my neck
i cant breathe
nor do i deserve to
where did all the color go i could of sworn the sky was blue
the clouds were taking shape and now theyre just
taking up space
she told me it was the most beautiful song shes ever herd
but i would trade in the pain that it takes to make art like this any day
please beleive me when i say im not living in the dark
just having a hard time turning on my light
i have poured my plights into performances
to complete strangers
but yesterday i choked over small talk like it got caught in the back of my throat
im always so social that no one beleive me when i say i wanna be left alone so i bite my tongue and i move on cuase the world will do the same regaurdless if i choose to participate
hey hey close my eye and hope i might make it through the day
nora cursed;
I dont wanna black out i just want some light in my life
tequilla mocks a sober bird
sing songs so shrill and slurred
so mark my hand with a scarett x
to brand myself an alcoholic
im sober now but dont hold your breathe
because failure has always been a friend
we all just wanna excape
se i dont wanna run from but toward a world where i have to exscape from anything any more
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Lil Lavedy Albuquerque, New Mexico
From the depths of diy warehouses and crowed house shows Lil Lavedy emerges from the underground to give you in your face punk, emotional ballads, and spicy hip hop. Raised in Las Vegas now dwelling Albuquerque.
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